UPDATE*** by stephanie****Momma is hurt real bad

spadesbouncer · 06-09-2009, 06:38:06 PM

This is jeffery her son momma is hurt real bad and daddy will mail all stuff tomorrow thank you jeffery

HI, it is me.......LOL...

First , let me apologize for my sons title.... it should have said momma is HURTING real bad........NOT HURT, real bad....

i was not in a car crash or something,..and i wouod never do something "weird" or fishy.......

i have been sick for a while and have had issues in abundance.......lol...

there are like 3 pople who know of these issues, and they have been tremendouse help....

SKIMO, thanks for the referral to the ms clinic....they sre GREAT people..and kathy was soooo nice.......

melody, as always, you are great.......
angelweezy, you have always been forgiving of my typos and you have such a great heart........

for the rest of you....thanks for your pryaers and wishful thinking.....

..the diagnosis of MS was a little too much for my brain to take.....all the hope of them fixing what ever it was that was wrong with me, came crashing down when they found lesions in my brain.......

wile MS is not a killer, it is a nasty thing......it hurts like the devil and the idea of no cure, makes a person mental.....:shrug7:

the thoughts of going blind, being in a wheel chair, being paralyzed, losing controll of my bladder...and a thougsand other things have made me mental...

i can't remember what day it was , (i will have to look it up) but anyways, i got really sick and was n the hospital.....I asked DS to just put up a note that i was hurting real bad and that i would make sure everything got out by DH......LOL..but i did not want anyone to be upset if they went out late..
I finally fisnished up at hte hospital yesterday....and i am feeling better...

this will be my second round of meds untilli can get to the specialist and get started on something to keep the attacks at bay maybe,.....

todya is not so bad..the shaking in the hands is not as bad...and the pain is way better...

i had a lot of test done this time and i have quite a few other things going on as well....at the ripe old age of 34, my female system has shut down and my female organs have shrivled up....my hormones are all screwed up and my pituitary gland is flat......i have a genitic thing with my tendons that is causeing my arms and joint to fall out of socket.....orthopedic sdaid nothing thay can do exceppt pt, and i have to have that for the MS anywyas, so i am waiting to do it all at once......

well.....anywyas,,,.i ave tons of stuff going on.......

this last time was a very bad attack of the MS...i was unable to move certain parts of the body for a few days and well.. i just wasn't able to get on here....

i know that most of you know me, but for the poster that thought something was fishy, please know that i would never do anything oike that....i don't know what you thought was fishy about it, ( iwasn't asking for anyhitng)??
(except a day extra to mail a trade)...and to let yuo know i would not be answering pm's......

but i am very sorry about the title...DS has been spoken to.....and while i did not get onto him, i did make sure to stress the faact that things have to be written very carefully as to not put people out over nothing......

he is 15....by the way..and such a major blessing to me......many times he has addressed your envies for me and has clipped many many coupons.......

ok, well enough about all the crapola.........LOL...again i am very sorry....idid not mean to put anyone out and if i owe you feedback or a trade that you do not recieve, ( i thing everything went out) or if we were in the middle of a trade and i did not get back to you, i apologize......

when you have no real life friends and you depend on the WONDERFUL people here online, i would hate to make anyone mad, or feel that i have ripped you off...

as for needing anything.........your hugs and prayers are enough......

although, i will be looking to trade for chicken winetags...........LOL...seems if ifollow the ms diet, i get no red meat?????????????????????? UGHHHHHHHHHHHHH..............lol...but for now, i am waiting for a few days to get my self together..........LOL....ok,..amybe a LONG few days..........

thanks

and GOD bless youall...........

ste[hanie