The End is near
Posted 12-29-2009 at 04:31:43 PM by latte
2009 is wrapping up to a close, with just a few final days of the countdown left
what have I accomplished this year? Well, made it *home* to Washington after suffering threw a miserable 3 years in Idaho.......only to find out that my friends werent my friends and that my family ....well thats a whole nother issue. So, in that sense, I did accomplish ONE thing----I found out who my REAL friends are
I don't feel I did anything with myself for the year.......i honestly? feel like all of 2009 has been a flop...one disaster after another
With 2009 wrapping up (slowly slowly slowly it seems) I have to believe that 2010 is going to be better.
How can I keep believing its going to get better?
* I have a wonderful room-mate who even though i dont have a job to pay for my half of the bills, has me watch his son instead of paying bills so he doesnt have to pay childcare, and i dont have to pay bills (this is what happens when you break up with your mr latte, and realize that your still best friends)
* My love all all time is in my life, even if i dont get to be with him physically near me.......just having him in my life is good
* My children, and the roomies kid ---well they all have plenty to eat, clothes to wear, some toys to play with and are turning into decent little human beings AND they are all healthy
* My children attend a wonderful church (even though at best i can be described as agnostic wiccan) who have been a blessing for me even if i dont attend---my children enjoy it as well
* MY local library!!!!!! I have recently re-discovered my love of books, with a new adventure waiting for me to be read or knowledge gained
So with those few things, even though they arent much, mean the world to me and having those things in my life at this time leads me to believe that 2010 HAS to be better then 2009 was......Im sure I will have my ups and down threw out the year but really when you look at the BIG picture, tis the little things that add up to how good the year was
what have I accomplished this year? Well, made it *home* to Washington after suffering threw a miserable 3 years in Idaho.......only to find out that my friends werent my friends and that my family ....well thats a whole nother issue. So, in that sense, I did accomplish ONE thing----I found out who my REAL friends are
I don't feel I did anything with myself for the year.......i honestly? feel like all of 2009 has been a flop...one disaster after another
With 2009 wrapping up (slowly slowly slowly it seems) I have to believe that 2010 is going to be better.
How can I keep believing its going to get better?
* I have a wonderful room-mate who even though i dont have a job to pay for my half of the bills, has me watch his son instead of paying bills so he doesnt have to pay childcare, and i dont have to pay bills (this is what happens when you break up with your mr latte, and realize that your still best friends)
* My love all all time is in my life, even if i dont get to be with him physically near me.......just having him in my life is good
* My children, and the roomies kid ---well they all have plenty to eat, clothes to wear, some toys to play with and are turning into decent little human beings AND they are all healthy
* My children attend a wonderful church (even though at best i can be described as agnostic wiccan) who have been a blessing for me even if i dont attend---my children enjoy it as well
* MY local library!!!!!! I have recently re-discovered my love of books, with a new adventure waiting for me to be read or knowledge gained
So with those few things, even though they arent much, mean the world to me and having those things in my life at this time leads me to believe that 2010 HAS to be better then 2009 was......Im sure I will have my ups and down threw out the year but really when you look at the BIG picture, tis the little things that add up to how good the year was
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